Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Changes Around Here

Well it's been a while since I've updatd again, so I thought I would  jump on and do it before hitting the sack tonight.  I finally got a job!  It's in the Walk in Care for Dreyer Medical Clinic, which so far has been great.  Most of the people are very nice and helpful and I can see friendships happening too. 

I actually went out and did something for myself today instead of always worrying about everyone else getting what they want too!  It's funny  how people change when they know that I'll be bringing home money, but it's too little too late right now.  I will be opening up a savings account and putting a portion of my checks away for the future.  I am still going to Waubonsee to get my pre-req's done so I can apply for the RN program.  Right now I am half way done with Mirco Biology, English 102 and Speech 100.  Thank goodness.  Next semester I will be taking A&P I, Nutrition and Sociology 100. (the latter 2 will be online).  I am hoping to be able to pick up some more work hours if I take the A&P in the morning. 

I've been doing a lot of thinking lately and I have come to some decisions, though I can't really share here right now.  :-)    Don't you hate when people do that?  ha ha ha, someday.....  One thing I can say is that I am tired of sitting at home because people don't ever want to go out and do things.  Come on friends, let's make some plans to have some fun!  As I learned 2 1/2 years ago, sitting in that hospital room, not knowing what was going to happen to me and basically planning my own funeral and my kids future without me, life is way too short to be unhappy.  For whatever reason, God spared me back then with the whole complication problem/surgery and also the breast cancer scare, so now I need to just live my life to the fullest and not worry about things so much.  Who's in with me?  I just want to go to the movies, hang out with friends, maybe dinner/lunch or something once in a while...hell I have friends and since Mike doesn't seem to care, I'm not gonna sit around here moping. 
Okay, so now that anyone whos' reading this for the first time probably thinks I'm psycho...LOL   I guess I need to get some sleep.  I have my last training session tomorrow afternoon and then speech at Waubonsee...another long day, but that's okay, it's making me a better person!